My Great Grandfather

Well , Thursday I had recived a letter from my great gradmother, Telling me she wanted me to come see her and bring my babies and that my Papaw was turning 89 Thursday the 19th of June. Well we were heading to camp when I recived the letter so I didn't think to call ... But I was telling my husband that I wanted to go see them the following week. Well Monday I had plans on coming back from the doctor and decided I was going to get the kids and my nephews and take them to see Mam-maw and papaw. well when I got home thats when I heard the news that my Papaw had shot and killed himself at the age of 89 years old. I do not know what happened or why he did this . It was a shock to alot of people. He called 911 before he did it and told them he was going to kill himself and that his wife was in the bed asleep. I love my Papaw. I know that I didn't go see them like I should have. But, I know that he knew how much he meant to me. We burried him today and he is there with my daddy well 1 space above and over from my daddy. So it made it even harder and brought back alot of memories.

Surgery Update

Well, I had my surgery. It went really well. I hurt ALOT ,but I made it. I have had very little trouble. Which I am very thankful for. My post op appointment went really well. He did tell me to take it a little bit easier than I have. And that my cervics were sent off for testing and he had the results which were not good. He said that my cervics were in stage 3 pre cancer. So he was so glad that we did the surgery when we did because the cancer could of spread. But all is well with me on my surgery note. I will go back to the doctor in 3 weeks. so will update more then. thanks to everyone that kept me in your hearts and prayers.

Dalton and Ethans Trip to there Mommys Grave...

Well it was the fist time they had been back to their Mom's Grave since the funeral. Dalton would always rufuse to go. But , we had V.B.S all last week and me and Mom had the Boys . So I would just keep trying to talk to Dalton about his Mom. He finally warmed up to talking to me about it. Well the last night of V.b.s was Thursday and I was in the kitchen talking to mom about taking Ethans stepping stone that he made out there to her grave and fixing it for her. And Dalton over heard me and asked me what I was talking about. I told him and he asked if he could go. And of course we said yes. The next Morning when he woke up he wanted to know when we were going. So we all got ready and left. We met her parents Noni and Popi there so that they would not miss out on this. First Dalton dug the dirt and I placed the stone in , He had brought some things from V.B.S and put it our there from him and Ethan. Then he kneeled down and read her stone. It was amazing how great he did. It was really touching because he has just been really cold about talking about MIchelle at all. And when we would talk about her he would walk away. or say I don't want to talk about it. I think that it really sone him alot of good. And I hope that he will continue to go and take things to put on her grave. Dalton is such a brave little boy. That really just doesn;t understand why all of this has happened to him and his brother and Daddy. But he is getting lots better. I love those boys to death. I am so glad that I can see them grow up . Because I know that her memory will live on through them. Now as for Bryant its still really hard and he is struggling with greif everyday. He blames GOd and his self. But he can;t do that because it wasn't God's Falut that this happened. And neither was it his. There is alot of factors. But GOd is the only one that is going to be able to help him through this. And I hope that one day he will see that. So please if you are reading my blog keep him in your prayers.

My Day

Well, it started really early I was up by 7.00 with a migrane. I had a doctors appointment at 10.00. I went early to my appointment hoping to get out sooner. Well as most know I had a hestorctomy Nov.1,07 well what I thougt to be a partial. Anyway. I have been hurting and haven't been to the doctor since my Check up in Dec 07. My grandmother and husband as well as many others have been on me to get back to the doc. So I decided to just change hospitals and doctors. I seen Dr. Summers which by the way is great. I was told I needed surgery to remove my cervics because they were bad and that my left ovary is not working its stuck. Well I was told that the last surgery my uterus and cervics were removed. So it was a shock. But thats my problem and why I have been hurting. So Please keep me in your prayers I am supposed to be scheduled Tuesday. I will keep everyone updated.

Big Scare

Well. Today I got woke up by the phone ringing and my husband on the other end saying call my step mom (Karen) because a tractor had fallon over on his daddy and he didn't know how bad it was. So of couse I jump out of bed Scared to death because my father n law is hurt. Anyway I called Karen on the Radio. She was still trying to get to Rodney. Well about 20 minutes ago I got a call that he is okay. It just cut his leg pretty bad and needs stitches. I think that he will be fine just in some pain. JUst everyone keep him in your prayers.

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V.B.S

Hey everyone., Well our Vbs kicked off yesterday. Which I love Vbs it takes me back to when I was a kid. I love all the songs and just seening all the kids so happy. My little girl told me that she loved everything about God last night. I am so thrilled to be back in church and able to see my children loving God. Even though poor little Ryan is still getting used to everyone. Sorry Emily. I know that he escaped. J/K LOL. Anyway. It has been lots of fun and I am excited to hear the rest of the speakers for this week and to see what all cool stuff the kids make.
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